night from the north, the sand blurred eyes, cold began to invade the skin. Morning, I wrapped some heavy autumn walk in the street. A group of boys, girls head gone. Boy dressed in fancy dress, messy hair, strong autumn wind blew like a disheveled grass, issued by the glare of the light in the bright sunlight and a dazzling white earrings ear. The girl Lu Qizhuang particularly garish, huge earrings swagger rocking to and fro. Them a look of disdain and arrogance, no one else, talking and laughing loudly. That publicity and pressing youth people dazzling, I watched the departure of their backs.
her friends shook his head, gently issued lament, May be infected by her emotions, frustration hit me, and I will soon surrounded. I ponder in their hearts.
many years ago, I had clear water eyes, wearing shoes is a mother to do, the pale wash clothes, large clothes more my body petite raven tresses in behind gaily rejection to the rejection to walk alone in the field, village, attracted much amazing eyes, occasionally heard behind several more praise. Then never thought about, and now I would like them with a pair of envy eye, visual young back lonely heart, can not help feeling frustrated, filled with bursts desolate.
time sensitive and fragile, even alone. Always want others watching, always like to walk in the last of the crowd. Which both surprised eyes, makes me anxious, confused. The experience of one piece, one after another thing, I feel very upset. My weak shoulders can not carry the burden of life, can not resolve all of the sadness, but also unable to support the building of love. Years later, I came to understand, I also have a pleasant youth, I cherish. Those troubles but a paragraph long journey episode, because it appeared lonely, dull youth gave me add a little color to memorable.
Today, my eyes almost equal to those no one else, flying youth, I will feel sad,{Tieguanyin}, just very different when this state of mind with young. I am so sad that I have lost the beauty that can be assertive; sorrow, I no longer can afford to be wasting a lot of time,{Tieguanyin}; I am sad, I was living by the sword injury riddled. I had caught up in all the trivial, like them, I can not move forward, reckless, and I have too many worries, I was busy for a living. I have to catch up with the time, one after another, one piece, I had to be proficient in the calculation. I no longer like the teenager is so laid-back, casual eye to look up to the blue sky, go scanned the roadside scenery. I can not be no one else presumptuous laughing and crying, even feel wronged injuries can only hide in the corner no one secretly sad, licking their wounds.
in some public occasions, a pair of lovers blind embracing not avoid people drying their love, collide with the line of sight, I will move away in my footsteps, panic withdraw my eyes. At that moment, I suddenly feel out of their shyness I avert my passage of youth, and my only option is only escape. They unbridled slapstick, the girls exaggerated eye shadow, a large T-shirt, high-heeled boots, everywhere perspective with that kind of seductive youthful. Class, the occasional rebellious child wander when I want to use my eyes to stop, when he used black and white brave eye with me on the TV, no dodge, no shame, my eyes had to flee, as if mistakes.Am I really old? I asked myself. The charming youth what I lost where? It is not the like when mothers hand do shoes, my vanity was I hiding? It is not because of the troubles of this world to be discarded and not remembered? ... I can not give a satisfactory answer. Consistent haircut,{tea}, I suddenly saw as my general age of the woman, in an attempt to expensive cosmetics only thing Love retain, but can not hide years of annual rings of nicks. I finally understand youth, we threw in an unseen corner.
When my new hair appeared in front of the children, a little girl smiled and told me, In this way, you look good,Red Tea, I like you. Should I always pay attention to,Chinese Tea Online Shop, it will still stay with my left and right, to accompany me to go away.
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